Jason and I both had our first bout of sickness-homesickness for New Zealand that is.
*I will list a disclaimer now stating that I acknowledge that I have no right to be homesick. I am home. However, I am homesick.
What an interesting life we have; literally torn between two different places. I can't exactly put into words just how I am feeling. It's as if my normal life never existed and now I am creating a new one in a new country. Can I please have the best of both worlds?
I guess I haven't completely settled into our American life. It is an awkward in-between time for us. I keep thinking that it wouldn't be so hard if we were in New Zealand. Nevertheless, I know we came here because this is where we are supposed to be right now. I wish I could see the hindsight and have some more faith. I am trying but I need to try harder.